Bhy, I really miss you and love you so much

No matter how far you are bhy

I will still be there and i will hug with my prayers.

I am waiting for you bhy for the beginning to the finish and im still counting on days as every single day, hour, minutes, seconds.. keep on remembering you bhy.

Bhy, I found a song and I read the lyrics as it was meaningful to my feelings and the situation right now.. when you are '"So Far Away"

Bhy i hope you like it ;-)

Just a few more days bhy

Nuruddin

Hellu peeps <:
currently fazyraah is updating this blog . Bt its alryte i'm kinda bored now like nothing much too do . So let's have this moment of time to update this blog as it's quite a long time never update , so yaar here it goes (:


Mondaay , 9may2011
My bhy was going RP to study with his friend as his N level was quite near. He wanna tag me along to go RP bt i refuse too as i don't want to disturb him studying . So then bhy meet me for awhile before he went off . We chitchat , managed to disturb him for awhile , haha * evil laught <: having some jokes and so on . Mcm2 alasan dher kasi just want to stay long with me on tht daay , padahal he was already late to meet his friend. Sweet huh ? Iknow (: a text from him.. We text till late night then blablabla ~ went off to slip (:


Tuesday , 10may2011
I having no exams on tht day , so i went home as usual time at 2.00 pm . Getting a text from puteri diana , she ajak lepak bt then i refuse to , next getting a text from bhy , taught of meeting him on tht day bt too bad he says he can't bt can lepak at cp somemore . Haiyoo mcm maner darah tk up -.-" , if no girl i undrstnd la bt got girls .. Phfft ~ Then having an arguement with bhy.. At night going anugerah with my friends , reach home ard 10 plus . Bby doest sound happy , so again having an arguements .. Haiyooo . Bhy ask to text him when its done , text bt never eply gaah . Blablabla ~ then went off to sleep ..


Wednesday , 11may2011
Having my math exams on that day . Okaay being honest , DAMN! its so hard . I wonder how bhy can do all the math questions . He says he find it easy bt i swear its totally hard ! Went home from school at 11 plus . When reaching home , getting a text from bhy says wanna meet , sho we meet . Lepak with bhy & danial at cp . Okaay tk suke go cp bt never mind . Teman kn danial go makan at burger king . Haiyoo nk order pon susah laah . Hahaha ! While chit chat with bhy & danial , danial make me shock says he saw 'A' kayy phm2 jek laah . Bt check2 bukan . Haishh .. Kecoh . Then went off to alley lepak at there , wait for danial friens then blablablaa ~ went bck home , bhy send me bck home . Sweet ? Iknow haha . Kaay thts all for tht day ..


Thursday, 12may2011
On tht daay im having my english & malay listening , so i finish early on that day at around 10 plus . Sho as usually getting a text from bhy , again meet my cutess boyfriend , bhy hug me sho tight, as on the night before we having an arguements thats make us to the breaking point , quite scary & sad on tht moments . Bt syukur alhamdulilaah everything goes well after that . I like it when having a kiss on my cheeks & forhead . Sweet <3 sho meeting diana , dan , amirul syafiq , ruz at dan void deck . Head off to cp again , teman diana eat at mac , with bby , amirul syafiq & dan . Bhy help me buy famous amous .. Then blablabla ~ we plan to go bck , bt diana nk lepak jap . Sho lepak jap , then bhy nmpk 'J' kay fhm2 jek laaa she with ehem also phm2 jek laaa . ShO ahead bck home aftr that . Tknk kecoh .


Friday , 13may2011
No plan , not meeting bhy . Sho no story . Byee (:


Note to bhy : heyy sweet bf , please listen to what your mums says okaay ? Don't ever upset her . I guess things may change in between us . No worries i'll undetstnd ur situations . Iloveyouh bhyy ..

Hellu loved

Hellu peeps & hellu loved <3

Currently , i'm inside the comp lap at school .

can says in having free time , as we done doing english work .. .Our teacher dunwanna stress us with lots of work sho we can play comp.. AWESOME <3

Soo , hmms i kinda miss my bhy >: , hope his alrytee ..

Thats all for todaay i guess ..

ILOVEYOUHHBABY ^^

FazyraahAkemi

I Love You Bby!

Bhy, right now im at Computer Lab, yet it was so boring right now. I can say it was free time as i finished my work for computer application.

Meet you today or tomorrow bhy.

I miss you alot bbhy!

I love to joke with you bby!

 

Nuruddin

Happy 10th Monthsary ♥

Boo ♥ 

Happy 10th monthsary <: 

Whoa with lots of argue , fight , quarrel here and there we still manage to go far huh ? AWESOME <:

Today yes i can says its ,TOTALLY  AWESOME . My baby was sweet ^^ . I loike .

My BABY WAS SO SUPER HANDSOME SEYH ♥ Don't be jealous okaay , just wanna says his already belong to me . So too bad to those who goes GAGA over him . Meet me first if wanna be friend with him , okaaay can ? HAHAH fake , just joking . Thanks so much for everything baby . Iloveyouh ♥

THE POOH WAS SO CUUUUUUUUUUTE LAAAAH ^^ the picure will explain it  * look down *

 

so how ? HAHAAH . baby the pooh cute like me luhh :/

so that was a  gave from my baby ^^

kaylaah sign out .  bye peeps ♥

fazyraah Akemi

Freekzy Nutz - Memories Acoustic (Original)

Heyy loves (':

Hows youh been doing now ? I'm kinda miss you actually .

I'm sorry if i have to make that kind of decision . I know i've made a promise to youh . I'm sorry if i break that promise .

Because thats the only way to make youh happy . I want youh to have what you want so much .

Puhlease for goodness sake be happy with your life now (':

Thanks for all youh done to me . & the memories was AWESOME (': .

ANWS loveyouh ♥

FAZYRAH AKEMI

Every hour , minute & second with loves ♥

So here it's goes . 

Fazyraah Akemi here to update 18/3/2010  

So From monday , tuesday , wednesday , thursday & todaay friday kept on meeting loves ♥

Let's the picture explain it :D 

so Amaciam ? haha . umms okaaay thats enough . So those picture was taken on thursday night . Why night ? because both go out with family's at the afternoon . Sanggup my bhy jumpe me malam-malam . GREAAT ♥

 I SUKE  ^^  , Eheeeem don't think negative hoor (:

So whats today story ? umms it's not a good ending actually . Have some arguement . Yaar quite sad huh . 

Honestly , i'm the one started the fight actually . Why ? only me & bhy knows . 

Should we fight over the same things ? I guess not . 

Should this kept on goin every single day ? i'm not sure bout that .

Too tired to think bout this , like seriously . Hmmms .

Why should this happen ? i can't barely says that .  

When he ask me if i love him or not , i won't answer that infront of him .

BUT , I'LL ANSWER IT TO MYSELF  '' YES I DO LOVES YOU WITH ALL MY HEART '' 

ILOVEYOUH ♥

Nuruddin here! ^^

Today, Wednesday 9 march,

I'm bored when you are not around. Keep on remembering/thinking of you. I just want to say that this few days i feel something that are not right, my heartbeat is getting faster and faster and I am worried about you there. Its just two more days you are back n i wish, that you will message me. I really hope that when we meet then, with a big smile on your face. I really can't stop thinking of you day/night as i wish you that everything is fine there. I really can't sleep tight as i keep on staring on my phone waiting for your message. I know its hard for us to actually contact each other, i understand. I am worried and missing you so much. Iloveyou

Bby :'(

D'in Malms TheOddKidds

Start ---> 11.30 PM / Finish ---> 12.05 AM

Wait For You

I feel sad that 2 more days you are going. I'm worry about you bhy.

No matter how far you are, i will still wait for you and remember you. 

Promise me that you will take a good care of yourself there. I will pray that, you are safe when you get there and even get back home.

When you reach home, Message me bhy.

I will wait for you bhy (Nurfazirah)

Loves

D'in malms TheOddKids
(Nuruddin)

Before you go far, far away

Please don't thing negative towards me bhy.

I just want to be with you forever

House full of roses

A letter on the stairs

A tape full of messages

For anyone who cares

Collage of broken words

and stories full of tears

Remembering your life

Cause we wish that you were here

Nothing is harder

Than to wake up all alone

Realize it’s not okay

It’s the end of all you know

Time keeps passing by

But it seems I’m frozen still

Scars are left behind

But some too deep to feel

And some say this can’t be real

And I’ve lost my power to feel tonight

We’re all just victims of a crime

When all’s gone and can’t be regained

We can’t seem to shelter the pain inside

We’re all just victims of a crime

Some days you’ll find me

In the place I like to go

Ask questions to myself

‘Bout the things I’ll never know

What’s left to find

‘Cause I need a little more

I need a little time

Can we even up the score?

And some say this can’t be real

And I’ve lost my power to feel tonight

We’re all just victims of a crime

When all’s gone and can’t be regained

We can’t seem to shelter the pain inside

We’re all just victims of a crime

And nothing lasts forever

For all good days it’s true

I’d rather tred it all

For somehow saving you

And must have been the season

That’ve threw us out of mind

Once i stood so tall

Now I’m searching for a sign

So don’t need your salvation

With promises and kind

And all those speculation

Save it for another time

‘Cause we don’t need a reason

A reason just to stay

Some just can’t be bothered

To stick around another day

And some say this can’t be real

And I’ve lost my power to feel tonight

We’ve all been victims of a crime

When all is gone and can’t be regained

we can’t seem to shelter the pain inside (oh)

We’ve all been victims of a crime

Victims of a crime

Living with this crime

I’m missing you

I’m missing you

I’m missing you

I’m missing you

I Love you, Nurfazirah

It's YOU. 

You mean everything to me.. You are my first thought in my mind in the morning when i wake up even my last thought before i go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams.. even when you are sad, I feel sad, When i see your truly smile, I feel INCREDIBLE, like there is no other thing around and all i can see is you.

I want to meet you LOVE.

I wish that you were here LOVE.

I will wait for you LOVE.

Loves

------>Nuruddin<------
(>.<)

Hellu people c:

Here to update this blog as its alredy half dead -.- 

So today is 20 february 2011 & 8 more days to our 9th monthsary ♥

See that pic up there ? CUTE right ? Of course its nuruddin . My boyfriend ^^ 

HAHAHAHA ! i dunt really know how old is he in this pic , but what i know is he super CUTE sia :p He looks like chinese kn ? yeaaah .   okaay , dahdah cukop . Umms today bhy text me abit late , as he says he just wake up . Haiyo that boy uhh sleep late jek tawu . Heehs .  okaay nvm . 

what i know is that iloveyouh bay ♥ 

Much love , Fazyraah Akemi 

I LOVE YOU ♥

Hellu people c:

see that pic up there ? HAHA . okaay that was taken last year on the december holidays :D . hmms quite long rite? okaay iknow . miss taking pic with bhy . i swear . Gahh . but what to do . Things alot change in between us . Just dunoe how long we could be together . I dont mind if he dont loves me or don't care bout me  , but just want the true from him . Without knowing the true , i dunoe hows he feel about me . Me just dunwant lies . I swear im sick of all lies . Its will be alright if he loves other girl . But let me know . Don't just kept quiet & make me like a fool that don't know anything . Iknow youh dunwant me to be hurt knowing the true , but i guess it much more betta you tell me , then me knowing it by myself rte ? Bhy , i love youh so much , but do you ? hmms . Its alryte . UPDATE THIS BLOG ASAP OKAAAY :'D

toodles baby ♥

I just dunoe whats going on with my feeling now . I just dunoe whye im so upset even if the things that im thinking is already happen . was am i too late to stop that ? haishh . what a life . I hate having this kind of situation ryte now . I just dunwan bhy to think the wrong way of wht im thinking ryte now . kayy end of it . iloveyouh bhy

Happy 7Monthsary Baby boy ♥

Heyy Peeps ♥

Sory as yesterday im not free to update it , so yeaah  here i am to update furh today ^^

Umms , yesterday is new year ryte ? anws Happy New Yeaar everyone (: 

Guess what , yesterday is also my 7monthsary with baby boy ( nuruddin bin selamat ) ♥ bt sadly cnt meet baby yesterday . Boohoo ): , im so sorry dear , im out to chinatown amek bursary & went to marina buy skool bag . phfft ~ 

Dear Nuruddin ♥

Happy 7 Monthsary dear (:

Sometimes I don't know if I'm still worth it for the love you have given me ..

I don't know if i really deserve to be trusted again .

I know I've already betray that trust 

Bt im really trying to pick myself up and bring myself back to the same old me that you knew 

Sometimes i just feel that i don't deserve you anymore , we use to be happy & contented with our live was it just a test for us ? but i really don't know . hmms .

I've promise to you even before this relationship starts .

I promised that i would never leave you & you are the one that i want to spent the rest of my life with ♥

& I know we hurt each other before . & yet now we are still strong in this relationship .

dear baby boy . Hope we could last long , if possible last forever baby .

iloveyouh from the bottom of my heart & soul .

loves , fazyraah 

Looks down ^^

heey looks my bby so sweet kn ? (: 

iknow ryte . Anws im BACK !

Baby as i say every problems in life there is always a way to settle it baby .

So dont think bout it too much kaay . And yeeaah i promise youh that i will try not to think negatively alryte ?

Bt its kinda hard actually . hmms . aww so sweet baby . i taught youh dont even care bout me bt youh do . im in wrong baby . im sory alryte . & good youh kept your promises that youh update this blog ♥

♥ promises ♥

HAHAHAHAH ~ 

obviously baby i will do my promise ,

and obviously i am brave ^^ heee 

youh know i know bt public donoe ^^ .

ILOVEYOUHSOMUCH BABY ♥

Fazyrah Akemi , D'in malms theoddkids property ♥

D'in Malms Theoddkids >.<
Bby.. This song is very meaningful to both of us bhy.
I love you so much, i've told you before that i've tattoo your name inside my heart bby n its hard fr me to let you go bhy, i don't really care bout what people got to comment about us bby as i really love u bhy.  As you go along watching it bhy, look at the lyrics alrite bhy. Bby i love you n i dunt mind saying it billion times bby. :)

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One

*For Ur Info: Attached Is Better Than Single*

If tis video is blank ; please refresh ( F5)

Lyrics:

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Nuruddin here! ^^

My bhy tell me to "UPDATE"

Actually i have no time to do tis bt i had made a promised tat i will update soon, which is on today.

Yesterday it was my bad day and it pushed me to the breaking point.

 I actually told my bhy about the story yesterday and bhy cooled me down. Awww so swit of u bhy, without u bhy, i really duntnoe wat gonna do next bby :( 

Thats is for yesterday story, n now for todays story.

*Jengjengjeng*

As for today it was my sad day *Not soo larh* as bhy go Malaysia - Johor Bahru, Hw sad ;( Actually bhy dont want to go, bt i've told my bhy to go there and have fun, Im happy that shes listen to me n happy that she went, "WHY!" Not because i am bad bhyy ; talk to a other girl, meet other girl, "NO!" cut off ur negative thinking. Bhyy, it is because you bby need some rest n to be happy as bhy faces alot of things happen to both of us. I want to see you bhy happy, n we stay strong n keep moving forward. Babyy.. I dont want happen to both of us as im still counting down our monthsary, just a few more days bhyy. Bhy hope that we stay together till the day we die.<3 I made this as a promise bhy. Insya'ALLAH.

♥Promises♥
Bhy if u finish reading bhy, msg i bhy.
Bby actually do it wat she surpose to do seyh bhy, and my bhy are so brave. I love u soo much bhy
Bby you noe wat i mean bhy
*SHHhhhh*




Property

D'in Malms Theoddkids's Fazyrah Akemi

I praise Allah for sending me you my love

You found me home and sail with me

And I'm here with you

Now let me let you know

You've opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

But everything was changed when you came along

And there's a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life

I'll be with you

I'll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I'll be loving you. loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I'll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I'll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you

And I ask Allah to bless all we do

You're my loves and my friend and my strength

And I pray we're together eternally

Now I find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

I know that deep in my heart

loves youh ♥